Listening to the rain. I’m not any better today, I’m actually feeling shittier. My grandma’s not doing so well, she asked me to be ready to bring her to the ER at any time. I’m so depressed. I don’t know how much more I can handle v.v
It’s so strange not being with Wyatt. He was literally my life, I did everything with him. I miss him so fucking much..I wish I could redo how I handled parts of our relationship; maybe he wouldn’t have left me. I’m so lonely inside. All I feel is depression and emptiness. I love him more than anything in the world.. I’m a mess without him.
I went from being the happiest person alive to filled with complete depression in one day.